As those of you know who follow my chronicles know, I have
been plagued by a cracking irritating noise in my right ear associated with a
congested feeling for months now.
While steroids gave powerful if temporary relief, nothing
has solved the problem. It seems each doctor who checks the ear sees something
different. The diagnosis ranged from a serious infection to a completely normal
tympanic membrane with a few stops in between at a dull and retracted eardrum.
Here I valued my family doctor’s evaluation more than that
of the less experienced “ear-looker-at-er”, my CLL guru, and in the end, relied
on the the findings of a otolaryngologist.
When we doctors look in your ear, we are using one eye therefore there is no depth perception. That can lead to a misreading of what the
anatomical landmarks are telling us and as a consequence, a misdiagnosis. Minor
findings seen on the otoscope can be over-interpreted and lead to unneeded therapies.
When I saw my ENT specialist, he told my ear looked great.
So I asked “ Then why the crackly noises
and stuffy feeling? ” He wasn’t sure but he also wasn’t worried. Often in
medicine, it is much easier to tell a patient what they don’t have than what
the do. We can reassure our patients and ourselves that the chest pain is not angina
from the heart, but darned if we know what is the true cause.
This brings me to revisit another old theme.
Patients come to the office for two very distinct problems.
The first is that they want relief from the symptom- the
pain or itch or nausea or depression or a thousands other “chief complaints.” Chief complaints or CC- that’s what we healthcare providers call them in your
medical chart.
The second very different motivator that leads to a doctor
visit is the need to know that the presenting symptom is not something serious.
“ Doc, I don’t want you to remove that
mole. It is not causing me any problems. Just tell me that it isn’t cancer.”
Or “ Is
it normal to feel my heart beat in bed at night?” Or “ Why am I hearing this funny noise in my ear?” And a thousand
more concerns and worries that need to be assessed and offered reassurance more
than relieved.
These are disinct problems, and the wise practioner must recognize
what the patient is asking for and meet that need or the encounter will not be
satisfying for either party.
I wanted the reassurance. The noise itself is trivial, but
was I missing a clue to a more occult issue?
Because of my CLL, my specialist did a tympanogram and
demonstrated that my drums bilaterally were responding to changes in pressure
in a normal and symmetrical way. That suggested no serious pathology. The big surprise was my hearing test. It was nearly perfect,
at all frequencies, in both ears. This was a welcome and unexpected finding in
a baby boomer. When I think of my teenage years when I stood inches away from
the giant stage speakers at a Led Zeppelin or Janis Joplin concert, and woke up
with ringing ears the next morning, I am truly amazed that I suffered no
permanent damage.
The ears-nose-and-throat man can see where my internal
auditory canal (IOC) ends at the eardrum with his otoscope and where it begins
my looking up the nostril with a different specialized instrument, but he can
not asses what is in between.
That is why he ordered an MRI of my IOC. With contrast to
enhance any tumor.
And here is where my tale of too much knowledge gets
interesting.
A few days ago after physical therapy, and before a memorial
service where I gave the eulogy (see post
Jennie Lynn Taylor) followed by a CLL
support group meeting, and ending with packing for travel the next morning, I
squeezed in my imaging test. The radiologist reading my study is an old pal, so he shared
the results with me. Another of the unabashed perks of being a staff doctor.
My IOC was patent (open) with no tumor or inflammation or
fluid.
Great news.
BUT…
My right mastoid that should be fully aerated and thus
appear black on the scan as did the left side instead instead had a mottled appearance
reflecting fluid and swelling in the air cells. It wasn’t subtle. It was
obvious.
Mastoiditis he said! A dreaded infection, usually of
children, that can lead to major surgery, nerve damage, hearing loss, and life
threatening abscesses and brain infections. I have not seen a case since I
worked on the ENT floor of St. Justine pour Les Enfants in Montreal as a med
student at McGill.
Could my suppressed immune system allowed some weird
organism to slip into my bone and take up a hostile and damaging occupation?
This demanded action. Or did it?
You see it just didn’t add up. My ear was pain free and
functionally normal. I wasn’t sick and hadn’t been sick recently. There was no
tenderness or redness or warmth or fever.
I called to consult the doctor who had ordered the scan and
they arranged an appointment later that same day on my way home from the
memorial service.
He took one look at the MRI and reassured me (exactly what I
needed) that is a non-event that he sees all the time. Sure the mastoid air
cells are different on the right, but this could represent old minor damage
from childhood infections or allergies or nothing. Not a chance that it is some weird bug
because there is no involvement of my ear canal and no free fluid. Why the
right side only? Why has become symptomatic now? He has no idea, but he also
has no worries, so I won’t either.
Apparently MRIs are notorious for over diagnosing
mastoiditis. Who knew? My ENT colleague gets too many calls from the ER or
worried neurologists or family doctors about exactly this same non-issue.
So here’s my point, as I try to decide about whether to go
ahead with my CT scans next week. Will they find another red herring on all
those scans that will demand further workup to “rule-out” that it is nothing to
worry about. Well I wouldn’t ever have worried if you hadn’t done the
imaging to begin with. Much ado about nothing.
You order enough labs, x-rays, and other tests and sooner or
later you are bound to find something, but does it mean something. As my pseudo-mastoiditis case revealed, often it doesn’t.
This is another cost of knowing too much, and too little at
the same time.
Moreover as to my upcoming CTs, the size of my internal
lymph nodes measured by the scan will make absolutely no difference in my own care. My suspicion is that it will also make little in any difference
in the final study data as long as I get the exit CT scans and bone marrow biopsy in
a brief three months from now. Others might disagree. The scan might find an unexpected non CLL growth or problem. While the yield on secondary cancers is small, it can be
life saving for those few. I can count a half a dozen friends among those who are
alive today with exactly this scenario.
My tendency is not to look for trouble. I am no diagnostic
nihilist, but how many CTs do I need?
This recent brief scare with my MRI
“finding” is another reason to think twice about this testing.
Tests need to be reasonably expected to make an impact on
how the patient or the disease will be managed. There is no role for curiosity,
especially when we are talking about procedures that care some small long term
risk (see prior post on
CT scans and secondary cancer).
In the big picture, the fact that I can focus in on such passing details such as the risk/ benefit of imaging is testimony to the fact
that I am doing so well on the ibrutinib.
Labs are rock stable and energy is picking.
Life is good. Off to Ohio in a few days to pick up more magic grey pills.
Labels: CT scan, ibrutinib, Jennie, knowledge, Mastoiditis, MRI
2 Comments:
Surprise surprise that I would weigh in, encouraging your CT scan: call it a safety play ..
Wishing you all the best
Lynn
You are okay. Alison.
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